i bet everyone here used to have time when they think "how much i wish i can turn back time'', ''how i wish i never have done that'', etc,etc
yup, me myself, i think a lot of the things that i have done before...no matter it is a good, or a bad thing, i think of it a lot...all the mistakes that i've done, all the fights i went thru(i'm not really a good girl,i noe that...), all the bad things i've done, a lot i cant even enumerate them...n all i can say now is i'm sorry for those things i've done,coz i cannot turn back time to undo them...
back to my childhood, i alwiz quarreled with my elder sisters...i dunno why, but slalu je hati ni terasa dgn kakak2, agaknya fitrah ANAK BONGSU,manja kot,ataupun mmg lumrahnya cpt terasa...hati dulu slalu terpkir,"mayb dia jeles dgn aku", ataupun "diorang ni mmg xsyg aku agaknya"...
but later when i grow up, the fights have lessen down, but still hati ni masih cpt terasa, but i noe my siblings, they love me...mayb sbb masing2 duduk asrama start dr form 4,so we never had like a really good-quality-time together...beza umur dgn yg sulung 6thn,yg 2nd-4thn, n 3rd-1 thn je...tp dgn yg dua atas tu,mmg jarang dpt jumpak, in fact, i dun really remember our time together masa duduk kat rumah tok dulu...masa dah pndh rumah tu, mmg sgt slalu suka bergaduh... 1 time tu, i got really mad, i tried to slap my own sister, nak tarik rambut dia,huhu(yes,i was a bad girl), then end up, i was the 1 gotten her slap...pang!!!haha...lawak la pikir2 balik...kak mah,an mintak maap ye...
not in the pict: myself, kakyan,abng malik, adam n sarah syg...
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